well all i can say is that at least i made a few people laugh in my brief return to the golf society,after all the shit that i have been thru the last 2 years,i thought that having a game of golf with a few lads from the club would of brought me back to be the happy go lucky person i used to be. but unfortunetly it hasent ,people dont realise that wen i started playing golf again last year i hadent played for 8 years.and the presure on me was to much for me to handle, so this is why i have decided to pack in the society,i apologise if i have upset some people.but trying to come of anti depresents is becoming very hard.i hope you all have a good years golf and dont fall out with me.your friendship means a lot to me